lessons as of late 2/1/2016

• you have to not only do it yourself, but do it for yourself.
• it's amazing how much confidence is tied up in 10lbs.
• finding the energy to raise the bar can be exhausting, let alone the energy to hold the fucking thing up so other people can get remotely close to it.
• you can't expect things from ignorance and you can't teach the unwilling.
• i don't mind not painting every day so long as i'm working toward a creative goal.
• i need a creative showcasing contract.
• it's ok to ask boys out.
• i need a new damn laptop/ipad to succeed--to make music, to make art.
• it's ok to ask myself out. we've actually started dating and i'm quite the catch.
• women give a lot of bullshit veiled compliments. like, they aren't really happy for me but are pretending to be aaaaand i can see right through it.
• sophia somajo might be my musical spirit animal.
• the sexual witching hour is after midnight in bars and clubs. set your alarms and note the exits.
• nevadans can't drive in snow either.
• i'm a terrible internet troll.
• new vocab: clitourist. cuntblocked.
• dancing is a really fun way to express myself.
• i have room in my heart to love a dog again.
• the list of people i don't want to work with in this town is longer than the list of people (that i know) that i do.​